tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40464347740012399502024-03-13T20:25:19.423+05:30I don't know how to saypriyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-61317696958720091212019-02-14T15:39:00.003+05:302019-02-14T16:11:04.282+05:30Not that long back<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It was the very starting phase of their long distance relationship. He was visiting her for the weekend. They stood in front of mirror trying to take a mirror selfie. Her both hands were wrapped around him, eyes closed, planting the most loving kiss on his left cheek, just above his thick beard line. His left hand wrapped around her shoulder, managing her balance while holding camera in right hand with a fake surprise expression on his face. How cheesy! </div>
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"Show my how it came", she said excitingly. </div>
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"Chheee, I look ugly. You look really good though. Your expression is superb. (in a sad voice) But I look ugly. Delete it"</div>
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"No I am not deleting it. You look great. I was faking a surprise expression but look at you! Your kiss is real, so loving it looks. (smilingly) I am not deleting it."</div>
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They settled on the picture argument and sat into the couch in the corner of the room, facing each other and talking. She was telling him about something. But his mind was not there. He kept nodding his head, pretending to listen but he was only half-listening. Something was bothering him but he was hiding his expressions with a smile plastered at his face. </div>
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Inside his head "This is so confusing. Everything seems to be going so fast. I like her a lot. But does she likes me back equally? Yeah you dumbo, look at her. She is too much into you. That's the problem you see, she is too much into me. Everything looks bright initially. But what if she loose interest in me after a while? What if I loose interest in her after knowing her more? What if I fall for her but she never falls for me? But she seems to be already into you! Then what if I never feel about her the same way she feels about me? I don't want to hurt her feelings. It will hurt me as well!. What do you want? Are you scared that she has feeling for you and you doubt you will have similar feelings for her and you might hurt her? Or are you scared to hurt yourself that you might get more feelings for her but she never get the similar feelings for you? I don't know. The first one probably. It's okay if I get hurt. I will manage. She shouldn't get hurt. Why am I so complex? why can't I just let it be. It's too confusing. I just...."</div>
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Suddenly she broke his chain of thoughts, "You know I can read your face? Something is bothering you. What is it?"</div>
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"Nothing". He tried to widen his smile while looking away from her eyes.</div>
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He couldn't hide his expressions any more. He looked away. </div>
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"Look at me sweetie, come on. What is it that's bothering you. Look at me"</div>
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He hid is face in his palms. "I am scared."</div>
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"myself. I always ruin things. I repel people. What if this doesn't work out?"</div>
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"You won't repel me"</div>
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"You don't understand. When I am scared, I cut myself off from people. What if I hurt you? I don't want to hurt you, I just can't. I ....."</div>
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"Hey! listen. look here (lovingly trying to move his hands away from his face). listen. You won't hurt me. I am very strong. If things don't workout, I can handle it. But I can't see you like this. I am mentally prepared in case things don't work out and you want to end things. Yeah, it will hurt me. I won't date anyone for next two years probably. But it's okay. You take your time. But I can't see you like this"</div>
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"Hey! Keep that old picture back and come here, sit with me." Her loud voice brought him back from <br />
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"Coming Laavvo" he said while keeping back the photo frame.<br />
He walked slowly towards the couch near the window, leaning on his walking stick. The bright rays of sun from the window were kissing her pink cheeks. Time had added to her beauty. He thought in his mind, "Ghosh she looks so beautiful. I can't imagine what I would have done without her. I am glad I went with the flow" His heart skipped a beat looking at her.<br />
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She said softly, "I don't understand why you keep staring at that old picture every day. I look ugly in that."</div>
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He in his heavy voice, "Ahh.. it's not that long back when I took that picture and you look great in it"</div>
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priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-49250130724948609362019-02-05T02:43:00.001+05:302019-02-05T02:51:34.256+05:30My arms are hurting<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Was that the sound of the doorbell again or was it my heart pounding? How do I look? Am I looking okay? How is the hair? Ohh there is no time for checking myself now. She is waiting outside. Come on, just open the door. Wait, what are you wearing? Doesn't matter, you are fine. Just open the door already. Wait, don't forget to smile.</div>
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With thousand thoughts going through mind, I unlocked the door and slowly swung the door to a side. It was her! Standing with a shy composure. Our eyes met and we both smiled. She stood there, staring the ground, hands folded behind, slightly swinging her shoulders side by side like a shy kid. Moving aside the door, I tried saying come on in but all I could manage was to signal her with hands to walk in. She swiftly walked in, turned around facing me and stood. I closed the door and stood facing her. For the first time we were standing face to face inside a room without anyone else around, without people waiting for us outside, without any mental pressure, inhibition or any time limit. The last few weeks were very stressful. Everyday felt like the last day we might be talking over phone. But somehow we survived. The stress had taken a toll on her. She had lost several pounds. In the mellow light of the bed lamp, I could not help but notice how pale and fragile the stress had made her. The usual pink glow from her cheeks was missing. Her beautiful deep eyes looked tired. I felt sorry to put her through this. An uneasiness started to grow in my chest. I stood there looking at her with mixed feelings. Worried to see her in this fragile, weak state. At the same time admiring that in spite of all the turbulence of last few weeks, how she still looked gorgeous. The long, smooth dark silky hairs, the naturally red lips, long slender neck and the tall figure. I just stood there perplexed, not sure what to do. </div>
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priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-35555082220914063772017-12-29T14:44:00.000+05:302017-12-29T15:26:14.791+05:30Scars<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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"We all have scars. Scars that we are insecure about. Scars we try to hide from everyone. But we all wish to meet someone in front of whom we don't feel the need to hide our scars. Someone who makes us believe that those scars are our beauty marks. I wish we all meet that someone some day. " -Priyanshu Raj<br />
Dedicated to my very close friends Diggy and Eli.</div>
priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-3391831648186295072017-09-21T14:27:00.003+05:302017-09-21T14:27:41.111+05:30First Shoes<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Every time my mom helped me tie my shoes, I would ask her curiously, "why don't you wears shoes?" Dad put on shoes when he goes out, my sisters wear shoes when they go to school and even I wear shoes when I go out of the house. Mom would always have a different funny answer with various expressions to this question. Sometimes she will smile and say "because mom's don't wear shoes". Sometimes she would laugh and say "because I am a lady and ladies wear sandals and chappals but not shoes, you will understand when you have a wife." Sometimes, she will say with a straight face, "because your grand father never bought them for me when I was growing up." And sometimes she would just say "you won't understand. We are from small town. Women in my age can't wear shoes."</div>
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12 years later, I now live in Seattle, one of the largest city in Pacific Northwest in USA. Sometimes I look back and think how a kid from a small town like Siwan in one of the backward states from a third world country, ended up here. Had it been not for my mom's stubbornness against our joint family's will to send me to a better schools out of our state for higher studies, probably I might be running a local shop in Siwan right now. </div>
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priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-72997500518543735952017-04-23T23:48:00.000+05:302019-01-31T13:51:29.239+05:30The Lost Kid<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Bright eyes, chubby cheeks, smiling face. Wearing clean white shirt, nicely
ironed brown half pants, shiny black shoes with the shoe laces beautifully tied
as flower petals. Small white and brown striped tie around his neck. Carrying a
heavy rectangle shaped school bag, with the two click-clack buttons to open the
bag. Inside the bag is his empty lunch box, homework notebooks on one side and
books on the other side, nicely arranged. Holding a red colored small water
bottle with red strips. Swinging the bottle, he walks. Lost in his own world,
smiling and amused at everything he sees on the road, unaware of the cobwebs of
the world. He is returning from his school to his home. The sincere most kid
one can think of. Finishes his homework on time, eats when his mom thinks he
would be hungry, he does not know what is hunger. This is the same street he
walks back home from school every day but he still looks at everything with
same amusement. Walking through the same narrow streets, soiled road, filled
with people, everyone thrice his size, he navigates through legs of strangers.
Food and vegetable vendors on both side of the street, shouting as much as
their lungs can support to attract possible customers. There are red apples,
shiny and reflecting sun’s ray. Another vendor selling guava, the smell
attracts him. On the other side of the road is the samosa vendor, taking out
hot samosas out of the kadahi, hot oil dripping from it. His small smiley face
looks at everything with big eyes. He is smiling and walking, thinking of
nothing. Probably he doesn’t know yet that people believe there should be a
reason to be happy. He is always happy.</span></div>
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fells down. His chain of thoughts breaks. He looks up and sees a complete
stranger giving a stern look back at him. He rises quickly and run away from
the scary stranger. He looks around, the street does not seem familiar to him.
He gets confused, runs to the next intersection on street. No, this also does
not look familiar. He runs to the next intersection, the water bottle swinging
from his shoulder, hitting him on both sides of his waist but he does not feel
the pain. The next street is also not familiar. He stands in the middle of the
road and starts thinking where he might have taken wrong turn. But he could not
figure it out. He decides to run back in the direction he came back from, in
hope of backtracking his path. He is a smart kid. The street is still crowded,
the vendors are still shouting, oil dripping samosas are still there. But he
sees nothing, he smells nothing. All he can hear is gibberish noises. He feels
like every eye is watching him. He runs faster. But the street seems to be not
going anywhere as if he has been running but he is not moving forward, as if
someone is holding him back. He starts panting. He stops running and stand in
middle of the street and looks around. All eyes seem to be looking at him. He
gets scared. He cannot let people know that he is lost. What if they stole him
and take him away from his family? The thought of family moistens his eyes. He
looks around for any familiar face, but sees none. He tries to keep calm but he
finds it hard. He runs one last time. In a random direction. People around him
staring him more now. He runs faster. He is on verge of letting his tears
loose. But he cannot let them know he is lost. He feels pain in his chest. He
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<span style="font-family: "times"; font-size: 12pt;">He stops running. He looks around one
last time to see any familiar face. But there is none. He thinks is he lost? He
has never been this scared in his life. He feels weird pain in his belly. He
doesn’t understand what it is. He is confused. He prays god to send someone
from his family to find him. With all hope he can muster, he looks around once
more but sees no one but unfamiliar crowd. He is still trying to hide from
people that he is lost but the cloud of tears forms in his eyes. Images of
everyone in his family flashes in front of his eyes. He feels restless looking
at his mother’s face. He mumbles maa. But all the images vanish. He gets the
thought that he will never see those faces again. The thought makes something
between his chest pound heavily. He cannot breathe. He opens his mouth to gasp
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<span style="font-family: "times"; font-size: 12pt;">He is lost, he accepts it. He is never
going to see his family again. He looks up no more. He loses his last hope. He
stands still, motionless, his mind blank, he loses all the emotions at once but
sadness. It’s pure sadness. But he still does not cry. He cannot let people
around him know he is lost. But he is disheartened. He is never going back
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<span style="font-family: "times"; font-size: 12pt;">Suddenly he hears a sweet voice calling
his name. Everything around him stands still. There is no sound but the one
which called his name. He looks up and he sees her. She has no clue that he is
lost but one look at his face and she understands everything. Her heart feels
his pain and unconsciously she comes on her knees on the soil road, spreading
her arm and calling his name again. He just runs. He does not know the feeling.
He does not know anything. There is no one around but her. And he just runs
into her arms. He let himself loose and cries. Tears trickling from his big
eyes moistening his chubby red cheeks. He says nothing nor he feels like saying
anything because he knows that she understood everything. He just cries tears
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priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-46907532323659306932013-07-03T21:40:00.001+05:302013-07-03T22:16:20.074+05:30But the smile remains floating on your lips……….<div class="MsoNormal">
Often in our life we reach to some point where we are living
away from our family and friends, in a new town, at a new place, with new faces
around you and sometimes even a new language and culture. The friends with whom
you spent your college are all engrossed in their work and life. The frequency
of phone calls to each other decreases exponentially. You are too much busy in
your work life that you don’t even have time to know who is living in your
adjacent apartment. It is in such scenario that one day suddenly you start
feeling like crap and you want to leave everything and just sit idle somewhere.
You take a small break from your work for coffee, go the office balcony and
look down at the people on the ground floor, how small they appear to be from
such a height and soon you are lost in your own thoughts. Thoughts from some
happy moments with your friends in past, thoughts of your old crush or
girlfriend and a small smile floats on your lips. You take a deep sigh and wish
you had someone around here, with you, someone who listens to all your
nonsense, someone who laughs when you laugh, with whom you want to hang-out, whose smile is the sweetest thing you could
ever taste. Slowly you start forming an image of such a person in your mind and
start smiling at the imaginary talks with this person.<br />
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How you two walk side by
side on a cool evening, the breeze flowing through your hairs and you two
exchanging eye contacts now and then. Sometimes talking and sometimes
listening, ignorant to everything surrounding you two, walking down an unknown
road. And after a few minutes you realize that you have been smiling from ear
to ear and then you give a small slap at the back of your head, still smiling at the
silly thoughts and slowly start moving towards your desk. But the smile remains
floating on your lips……….<br />
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priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-27150601190022485802012-12-19T17:55:00.000+05:302012-12-19T17:55:09.705+05:30A Common man on shameful Delhi Gangrape Incident...<h5 class="uiStreamMessage userContentWrapper" data-ft="{"type":1,"tn":"K"}">
<span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span class="userContent">i
am a common man.... i have seen things like this in the past....every
time any thing like this happens....i feel annoyed at my
insignificance....about being common.........but i cannot help my
self.... i am angry and frustrated at the incident.....on fb, i like the
photos and status of the people who are protesting against this to mark
my presence and show my anger.....i even share a few..........some of
me are even protesting on streets.......i am doing all that is possible
for a common man........still i am unsatisfied at my efforts.........but
what can i do because i am a common man and i am insignificant......
most of me, are now feeling unsafe and insecure for my own family
members.......i cannot even dare to think anything similar coming to
them.....still i cannot discuss the issue among my family
members......because i am not from a high class society, i am a common
man..... i have lots of other thin<span class="text_exposed_show">gs on
my mind......i have to worry about my job.....some of me's have to buy
household items which wife asked for....another some of me's have to
prepare for exam.....some of me's have some celebration coming up in a
few days and so I have to make arrangements..........some of me even
have to think about how to arrange the school fees of my
child...........where do i have time to think of anything
else?...........still this incident has annoyed me.......i support that
accused in such events should be given no mercy........i am anxious
where the society is going, although for a small time...and i know
tomorrow i will be back to my daily cycle of routines........its a
festive time in country............new movies are being released which i
planned long back to watch.........day after tomorrow is 21st
december......the whole funny cartoons i will share on that day and
laugh out loud on the dumbs who believed in dooms day.............but
somewhere inside i am frustrated of tolerating........ and i am annoyed
because i am a common man and i feel too insignificant............</span></span></span></h5>
priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-90882043684247359272012-05-15T13:35:00.003+05:302012-05-15T13:35:58.437+05:30One of my poems.....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Agar mohabbat
hai teri nadiya to dil hamara bhi samandar hai…..</div>
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Agar mohabbat
hai teri nadiya to dil hamara bhi samandar hai…..</div>
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Kisi na kisi
sahil pe mulakat to hogi….. (sahil-
kinara, jaha samandar aur nadi milte ho)</div>
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<br /></div>
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Aaj meri
khamoshiya shayad keh na paye tumse kuchh…..</div>
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Aaj meri
khamoshiya shayad keh na paye tumse kuchh…..</div>
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Lekin ek din
in nigaho se baat to hogi……….</div>
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<br /></div>
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Agar milna
mumkin na hua is jahan me to kya…..</div>
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Agar milna
mumkin na hua is jahan me to kya…..</div>
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Is duniya ke
paar koi aur kaynat to hogi…. (kaynat:-
nature)</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Naam chahe
hotho pe tum na lana mera lekin ……</div>
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Naam chahe
hotho pe tum na lana mera lekin……</div>
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jab bhi
nikloge roshni me hamari parchhai saath to hogi……</div>
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</div>priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-77103863138770569222011-06-28T16:49:00.003+05:302011-06-28T23:27:14.473+05:30In Love with Delhi! In love with Shahdara<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
I have always heard that "Dilli hai dilwalo ki" (Delhi is the city of people with kind heart). During my stay at Delhi I appreciated this saying and I hope by the end of this article, you will also appreciate it. Firstly a quick overview of how I landed in Delhi. I am doing my 2 month long B.tech industrial internship from a company in Noida(20-25 km from Delhi) and since I have my cousin in IIT Delhi so I stayed there for a month and later on I moved to Shahdara (a locality in Delhi) for the next one month. So this post is out during the duration of my stay at Shahdara.<br />
Without wasting any moment, here I go to show you the generous heart of Delhiites.<br />
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The first act of kindness I found at the metro stations of Delhi. You never have to move your body to get into the train. You just need to go and stand in the queue. The people are so generous that they will literally lift you and next moment you will find yourself enjoying the cool air of the ac in the metro. Same applies while deboarding the train.<br />
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If you are pleased then this is nothing. The people travelling by DTC bus are even far ahead in kindheartedness. These sweet people are so friendly that when their bus stop comes, they will press you to move out of the bus with them-self, even when its not your destination, only because they do not want to get apart from you. And Masshah-allah their respect for girls and women. They will keep an eye on them during the entire journey, just to ensure that they are in good health, feeling comfortable and cozy and nothing goes wrong with them during the journey.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mI-5ErITlG0/TgoAExNOcBI/AAAAAAAAARY/qyaL72s5TVc/s1600/liquor-shelf-big.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mI-5ErITlG0/TgoAExNOcBI/AAAAAAAAARY/qyaL72s5TVc/s200/liquor-shelf-big.jpg" width="143" /></a></div>I hope by now, you too appreciate Delhi. For those who don't I have one more evidence which I am sure will touch your heart and will leave your eyes moist with tears on the generosity of the people. There is a thharra shop (liquor shop) in Shahdara. O' you must visit this famous place. The best time to visit is 7 pm to 10 pm in summers and 6 pm to 9 pm in winters (7 days open). There is great rush of 50-60 people all the time. But people here don't follow the queue system because they feel that everyone has equal right to be at the front. They care about the health of their fellow customers and that is why they constantly try to pull them behind and go ahead them-self so that other persons do not spoil their health due to drinking. Hail to such great lives who sacrifice their health (and sometimes even life) for the cause of the community.<br />
JAI DILLI.<br />
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P.S. : This article is meant only for entertaining so please don't let your heart get hurt itself. Please post your comments to let me know how you liked/disliked it and share your thoughts/experiences.</div>priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-33792344565908474622011-05-28T11:20:00.008+05:302011-05-28T12:48:39.398+05:30Delhi Metro Ladies Compartment<div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GR-dfyjboIE/TeCf1-YoQcI/AAAAAAAAAQc/eO1Kg9J7rdU/s1600/31metro.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 221px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GR-dfyjboIE/TeCf1-YoQcI/AAAAAAAAAQc/eO1Kg9J7rdU/s320/31metro.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611660885331820994" border="0" /></a><br />Note:The following are my own views and they are not meant to hurt anyone.<br /><br />In last few days, the ladies compartment of Delhi Metro has been in news due to various reasons. I read views of many people including my friends and classmates. Most of them have same thing to say that its not a right step. On one hand we keep shouting that women are at par with men and on other side we provide special reservations and quotas to them. Moreover many people have problem that many of the girls travel in general compartments of the metro in spite of their being a reserved compartment for them. According to these people, there should not be separate compartments. But when the mother/sister or any young ladies family member of such people is traveling alone in metro, then they instruct her to travel only in the ladies compartment. Why? Lets try to find out the reason<br /><br /><br /><br />I have been traveling in Metro for last 3 weeks and I have seen a lot of incidents which modified my views. Once I saw two young men standing in the space between the ladies compartment and the next compartment. They were engineers at a very reputed company (that i know because the company icard was hanging around their neck). As there was great rush in the train, many girls were standing around. These two men were continuously gazing at girls and talking vulgar things about them(loud enough so that the nearest standing girls were able to listen to him). Now they were not the only two people who are like that, there are many out there who are far ahead of those two in teasing girls.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-0UK1Q2EqaUY/TeChMwfdVjI/AAAAAAAAAQs/1BIxv9TSU_E/s1600/Delhi_Metro_Film_4120f.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 219px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-0UK1Q2EqaUY/TeChMwfdVjI/AAAAAAAAAQs/1BIxv9TSU_E/s320/Delhi_Metro_Film_4120f.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5611662376250988082" border="0" /></a><br />So, for the ladies who are traveling alone, I support the idea of the L-compartment. The L-compartment gives the sense of security to the girls traveling without any companion. Now coming on the issue of some girls traveling in general compartments with their boyfriends/family, its simply because there are no couple/family compartments. They have some companion and moreover this companion cannot go inside the L-compartment so their traveling in general compartment is justified. The girls who were shouting slogans against the L-compartment on news channels were mostly those who have never entered a public transport or those who are always surrounded by friends and so occupied in gossiping in metros that are unable to see whats going on around.<br /><br />P.S.:- I support the idea of separate L-compartment for the ladies traveling alone.<br /></div>priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-5266457979063443952011-05-26T23:51:00.005+05:302011-05-27T00:04:55.192+05:30LEADIITHi all IIT aspirants. Here is something useful for you. Visit and register yourself for free to get tips and materials for IITJEE. 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HE is the most inspiring person I have seen, known, heard, watched on the Earth. A must known personality. You can watch his videos on youtube. They are very inspiring.<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dw7qX4UeXDsrMzjVjGWoLRznG0SOtjVBrFrtARcYR6gSJo9KFou-VH0AnADdJ8lh50N1F8051Wg9fGk6JjyYw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fxiWx0etvs">Watch this video. Its amazing!!</a>priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-59066627591147938622010-11-30T20:27:00.019+05:302010-11-30T22:09:19.598+05:30A glimpse of computer student's life at IITI know that very few people will be interested in knowing about what is going in the life of a computer science student at IIT because their life is the most dull thing at IIT. But I still present a glimpse of their life to give you some idea of the constant trauma under which they live and still they dare to smile. Here I go.....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">3 October,2010<br />12.10 am<br />terrace of Mercury hostel<br />(2 days remaining for minor two to go)<br /></span><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Prabhjot: "Yaar do you remember that in first year we would dance after completion of every assignment."<br />Shashank: "Yaar don't make me remember those wonderful days. We would dance like mad dogs and now even after completing our exams we have no enjoyment. We have lost our emotions. There is no feeling of joy remaining."<br />Ashwani: "Yaar no one knows of our status. I think before leaving the campus at least once we should let the profs know about our situation."<br />Sahil Bhaghat: "They are heart less creatures. Nothing going to change."<br />Priyanshu: "That's correct but at least they should know our state of life."<br />Preateek Garg: "Its 12.30 am. I have to study a lot.Abhi kal DBMS ka assignment bhi submit karna hai and minors also starting from day after tomorrow. I am going."<br />Ashwani: "Yaar I have eco presentation too. I am also going."<br />Sahil: "Chal yaar padhte hain"<br /></span><br />Every one leaves.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">40 miutes earlier<br />2nd October, 2010<br />11.45 pm<br />Computer Lab<br /></span><br />Whole lab is in chaos. Some of the noises which I am able to hear are-<br /><span style="font-style:italic;">"Have you completed all the questions?..."<br />"oh no... half is remaining...."<br />"Hey! how much time...."<br />"Have you submitted..."<br />"Yaar net ki speed nahi aa rahi......."<br />"Moodle is not working...."<br />"oh Man only 5 minutes have left for the assignment to submit and I have forgot my password......."<br />"Does any one has a pen drive? I am going to PHD lab to submit the assignment....."<br />"Take mine too and do submit it from there...."<br /></span><br /><br />For those who are not computer science students at IIT Ropar, let me explain you the situation. Minor exam at IIT have 20-25% weightage of the whole semester. Besides that a computer science student have to do a lot of assignments and projects in each subject he is doing at IIT. This time the third year batch has 2nd minor exam from 5th of October. They have got an ADA(algorithm and Design Analysis) assignment due 3rd October, a DBMS(Data Base Management System) assignment due 4th October, some of them have a Economics presentation on 4th.And never the less the pressure of completing module 1 of PINTOS(operating systems Project). Classes will be running till 4th evening (With an extra class of ADA and 2 extra classes of MAL i.e mathematics). 2 papers daily and 6 papers in total in 3 days back to back which means you can either sleep or just revise half of the course before a paper. By the way our cultural fest ended on 26 September which means that the poor souls who worked in it have got just 9 days to do all these assignments and prepare for exams with of course all the extra classes going on regularly. And beside it a few of them have been preparing for Inter IIT sports meet and so they also have to practice regularly. <br />Sleep! Leave it. This is the most time wasting activity here.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">7th November, 2010<br />2.30 am<br />My Room(204, Mercury)<br /></span><br />Ashwani enters the room and throw his laptop bag on his bed.<br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Priyanshu: "What happened? fought with her?"<br />Ashwani: "Nahi yaar. PINTOS ka panga hai. I understood what to do but I am not able to start writing the code."<br />Prabhjot: "Same here. What you studied there at the lab?"<br />Ashwani: "Nothing. Just doing PINTOS."<br />Priyanshu: "Yaar 10th is the last date for Psycho and 12th ko DBMS ka bhi final submission hai."<br />Prabhjot: "Tune kitna kar liya?"<br />Priyanshu: "kahan yaar. I have my eco presentation tommorow. I am preparing for it."<br />Ashwani: "MAL quiz is also there tommorow."<br />Priyanshu: "yup! and OS quiz on LINUX is at 3 tommorow only."<br />Prashant: "Yaar jara dheere baat karlo."<br /></span><br /><br />Every body goes back to study and again silence prevails in the room.<br /><br />Major exams(Final exams) will go from 15 to 22nd november and one good news is that the last date for OS project(PINTOS) has been extended upto 22nd midnight which means after the last paper, we have 12 hours more in our hands to work on it. Yuppy!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">22nd November<br />12 noon<br />Academic Area</span><br />The last paper is over and all the students are happy and in cheerful mood. There is a match between the hostel teams and all the people from other branches are in the grounds. While passing by the grounds, I also stopped for a moment to see the match.<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">12.20 noon</span><br />Trin...Trin...Trin<br />"Hello"<br />"Ashwani speaking. Where are you? Come to computer Lab. Bring my laptop with you and come quickly. We have to do PINTOS."<br />And I dragged myself towards the lab. Semester is over for all other people but for us(the computer department at IIT Ropar), only God knows when the semester will be over. :(priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-9627487324709740132010-07-21T00:49:00.004+05:302010-07-26T21:19:56.960+05:30My auto adventure<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_siaK-cC5IUs/TE2ujtCwdKI/AAAAAAAAAPA/E2vPrYaY8wM/s1600/bengaluru-view-from-inside-an-auto-rickshaw.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_siaK-cC5IUs/TE2ujtCwdKI/AAAAAAAAAPA/E2vPrYaY8wM/s320/bengaluru-view-from-inside-an-auto-rickshaw.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498242648499057826" /></a><br />My new semester started from 23rd of July but I reached college on 18th night and thus all this fuss started.<br /><br />I am tired of answering the question "Tu itni zaldi college kyun chala gaya?" So for all those people who are going to ask me the same question, this post carries the answer.<br /><br />The auto in the title is not for the word "automatic" but has been used for the "auto ricksaw".<br /><br />The whole adventure started like this.<br /><br />"bhaiya old delhi chaloge?"<br />"150"<br />"I always go in 100"<br />"not less than 140"<br />"chalo 110 le lena"<br />"last 130"<br />"Not a penny more than 120"<br />"sit"<br /><br />It was around 7.10 pm and my train was scheduled to depart at 8.15 pm. After spending a tiring month in Delhi, finally I was going home. My ecstasy was on highest level. I looked into my watch and told the driver that I had my train at 8.15 and so I had less than an hour to reach the station. Old Delhi station is approximately 21 km from IIT campus. He told that if there is no traffic, we can reach well on time. <br /><br />But traffic light was not in my favour. We encountered red light at two consecutive turns and thus we were just 2 kilometres from our start in first 15 minutes. It was now time to panic. But somehow I kept calm. I started talking with the driver and within a few seconds I found that he was from my state only. Bingo! I talked to him about a few recent happenings of my state and soon we got acquainted. I was successful in pursuing him to break the signals on next turns. I also told him to take all the shortcuts he knew. <br /><br />Next turn was near Green Park, a fairly crowded area. The driver was flying the auto and we broke the first signal of our way. I kept him motivating with praising his driving skills now and then. Soon we crossed the India Gate and I found my auto on the Tilak Bridge, the bridge joining new Delhi and old Delhi. It was around 7.50 when we entered the crowded old Delhi Chandani chowk area (Delhi 6). The way to station is such that you have to take a round of The Red Fort. It was 8.00 exactly and I was just a one and half kilometres from the station, hardly a journey of 2 mins. We had to take left from the next turn and then it was just a min of drive and it was done. <br />We were on the turn in jiffy.But........<br /><br />Why the hell the municipal people can't take care of the stray dogs! A stray dog was hit by a car and thus the turn was blocked. Bulls**t.... I looked into my wrist watch and shook my head. "Nothing can be done now", I said with a sigh. But the driver said that we can still make it. He took right instead of left. Soon I realised that we were on a one side traffic route and all the vehicles seemed to be coming from opposite side only i.e. we were in "NO ENTRY". Fast moving cars and bikes honking their horns hard at us were passing us. Every now and then it seemed that we were going to bump into some car.<br />Finally we are arrived at the station. I gave the driver 130 rupees, 10 rupees extra for his good job and also I shook hand with him. It was already 8.05 Ten mins to departure of the train. I ran towards the display board to find the platform number of my train. But there was no display board around. I looked for it here and there but could not find it. I asked coolies but they even didn't know. It seemed to me that this train of mine has been recently started. It was 8.10 now and I was not knowing on which platform to go. I decided to check each and every platform.<br /><br />But even after that I could not find that train and I was out of senses by now.It was now 8.13. Suddenly I saw an old TTE. I went to to him and showing him my ticket I asked "Uncle! Do you know from which platform this train will leave?" He looked the ticket and with a smile he replied, "Beta! you are on a wrong station. Your train was from Hazrat Nizamuddin station and It must have left the station by now."<br /><br />And thus, no where to go but college, I came here earlier than all of you.priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-41085754926341733232010-07-11T01:04:00.003+05:302010-07-15T01:26:55.225+05:30The girl in the bus(Part 5), Final PartI could not sleep whole night. Every now and then I was opening the blog in hope of finding any comment of her. But it didn't happen. In morning, I stepped towards the bus stop. I knew that she was not going to come but still I went first to Katwaria Sarai. I left two buses in hope that she might come but in vain. Finally I took a bus and reached office an hour late. As it was my last day there,I did not have much work. I completed the pending tasks and after wards kept on talking to other employees and in mean time I also kept checking the blog in hope of something from her.<br /><br />Finally the office time was over and I was free to do whatever I wanted. I again went to Nehru Place and looked for her on the bus stop. I even wandered on the streets of Nehru Place in hope of finding her somewhere, looking at the face of each and every girl passing me. I knew that I was doing the silliest thing on Earth but I could not help myself. <br /><br />Finally I dragged myself into the bus. There also I could not resist myself searching for her. I left my seat and I was inspecting from front to back of the bus at every stop. I was not conscious. Everything was happening by itself. I thought I have gone mad. People were staring at me. I had my ticket of returning home on 15th i.e 5 more days in Delhi. But I decided that I would leave Delhi tomorrow only. I had nothing left here. I felt failed for the first time in my life. Once it occurred to me that why am I being so serious? There was nothing between us, then why am I lamenting. My training was over and I was returning home and so I had every reason to cheer. But this was of no help. I felt like screaming. I was out of my senses. <br /><br />Bus reached her stop. I decided to leave the bus here only, still in some hope.I looked around, but she was not there. I looked towards the bus and gave a sigh thinking that perhaps I was seeing it for the last time. With heavy legs, I walked away. I again reached the same turn in the road but this time I was sure which path I had to take. I started moving towards my hostel.<br />Suddenly I found that my purse was missing. I looked around and searched my pocket and my bag twice. Finally I realized that someone picked my pocket in the bus. ohh God! A new problem.<br />I was more disheartened. I kicked a stone lying near my foot and spoke out louder in anger,<br />"kamino, tumhe main hi mila tha? you sonovab**ch, pickpocketers..."<br /><br />"aajkal ye log badi manmani karne lage hain". A voice came.<br /><br />"haan haan aajkal inki himmat bahot badh gayi.....". Wait a minute, this was the same line which I used to start talk with her on the first day. I turned around to see who it was. It was Priya! Oh my God! She was standing right in front of me with a smiling face. I was going to die out of ecstasy. But I kept a serious expression on my face and said,<br />"Are you following me?"<br />"Yes".She replied with a smile.<br />"I don't like girls who hang behind boys. Ek... sharif ladka dikha nahi....... ki peechhe par gayi......" I was stammering, my eyes going moist.<br />"But I am not of that type."She replied with moist eyes and smiling face.<br />"I don't want to listen." I said trying hard to show artificial anger and trying harder to resist my tears.<br />"You dumbo!".She burst into tears and almost ran into my arms. We hugged while tears tickled down from our eyes.<br />"You idiot! You keep everything telling to the world"<br />"ohh! only my friends know it. I have given the url only to them."<br />"And can't you even put your contact number there."<br />"Oh I forgot!"<br />"But never ever dare to forget me."<br />"Never",I tightened my arms around her while looking into her innocent eyes.<br /><br /><br /><br />And thus my this day ended. What you said?..... Want to know more.... <br />Leave at least something yaar! I am not going to tell you anymore. Samajha karo :P<br /><br />And one more thing, Don't disturb me tomorrow. We are going out together. Oops! I did it again :Ppriyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-29524963677947455572010-07-10T01:15:00.000+05:302012-07-11T09:28:41.382+05:30The girl in the bus (Part 4)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I don't know what is going to happen with me. In just last four days, I have seen a lot of changes. I doubt whether I am going on right track or the track is misleading me away from my goal. One more day to go and everything will be finished. Either my life will be no where or it may be now here. Keeping faith in the God and believing that whatever will happen will be best in my favour, let's see what happens. Let me tell you what all happened with me today.<br />
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Today I got ready an hour earlier, took an auto from the Ber sarai and reached Katwaria sarai bus stop by 8.30 . She had still not came. I was doing calculations,"two days left which means at most four meetings. If every time there is a traffic jam then one hour in bus each time. So I have at most 4 hours to act. But what should I do. I kept thinking the same question last night also. I did not know what I was going to talk today and even if I was going to talk or not."<br />
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She came there right at 8.45 with a friend of her.<br />
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With a astonished look, "hey hi! today from this stop?"<br />
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"yeah , I told you yesterday na, that this one is nearer to my hostel."(I lied again but this time there was a hesitation while saying. Some part of me was forcing me to tell her the truth that I was there for her only but I could not gather that much of courage.) Her friend was giving me a disbelieving look.<br />
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"So your second last day to office . Feeling relaxed?"<br />
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"yeah."I could not see towards her face. I was tensed. What to speak out? How to start? Suddenly this occurred to me, "Hey! we still don't know each others name!"<br />
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With a little laugh she replied "oh! I too forgot. Who is going to be first?"<br />
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"Ladies first." I said.<br />
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"O that i s old day's talks. You go first."<br />
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"Okay, I am Priyanshu."<br />
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"And I am Priya."she smiled.<br />
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Wow! What a sweet name. And moreover "Priya" is a part of 'Priyanshu". This thought gave me a boost. May be this is going to be real.<br />
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We kept on talking through the whole journey. From talks on some movie to the star plus drama serials and another time on Shahrukh Khan and finally on movies again. Mean while her friend was gazing me as if I was going to kidnap priya (Oo how much I like this name). The topic of discussion was around love stories when Nehru place came. She waved her hand and got down.<br />
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Out of the four possible meetings, one was gone. Now I was left with just three in hand and I was not getting any idea. I kept thinking on this the whole day and finally decided that today in the evening I will try to be more friendly with her and after deciding tonight what to do next I will act tomorrow.<br />
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I left my office a little earlier than usual and took a bus for Nehru place. I was on time since as I reached there she was coming along with her friend from the lane just in front of the bus stop. She saw me, and with surprise,<br />
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"hey! what are you doing here?"<br />
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"Nothing just I got off from my office a little earlier and so I was returning back when my bus got punctured and so I am here." I lied confidently.<br />
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"Then where is that bus?"<br />
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I did not expected this question from her. My heartbeat went high.<br />
"Aaaa..... It would... be..."<br />
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"Are you following me?"<br />
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Oh my God! I was not prepared for this. I saw towards her and I found clear sign of anger in her eyes.<br />
"..No.... Its nothing like ...that. Its just a coincid... "<br />
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"Listen. I hate those boys who hang behind girls. Those silly fellow. They will start moving their tails before any girl they find. They don't even know how uncomfortable it make us feel. Seen a girl and started running behind."<br />
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"But....."<br />
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She left with her friend and stood at another corner of the stop. What the hell is this. Where have I gone wrong. Till morning everything was fine and now....... It must be this friend of her. She seems to be Hitler from her look only.<br />
I wanted to tell her that I am not like that. She was the first girl about whom I felt something. But how?<br />
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I was standing at a distance not very far from her seat in the bus and was trying to listen what they were talking. She seemed to be depressed while her friend (I will like to call her a bi*ch) was pouring something into her ears. I could not think of what to do and finally I decided to leave everything on tomorrow.<br />
But just a stop before Katwaria sarai I managed to listen a little bit of their talks and what I found that she was on leave from office for tomorrow. A new problem. So whatever I had to do I should do today only. I can't get even slightest of idea how to act. Her stop came and she was moving out. Suddenly I thought this. I brought my book out, teared a bit of paper from it and scratched on that and just when she was to step out I reached her.<br />
"Priya! I am not of the type you are thinking." I handed the paper in her hand. She said nothing and moved away. I cried from behind,"Please read the paper."<br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">The paper had the url of this blog.</span><br />
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"<span style="font-weight: bold;">Priya! " I don't know whether you will see this today but I am sure that someday you will visit this page. I confess that I was following you but believe me it was first time I have done something like this. I don't know what is this but I just know that in these last four days I have been thinking mostly of you. It may seem idiotic to you and I might be a matter of laughter among your friends but believe me this is real, somewhere deep in my heart, I have started liking you. I don't have to say anything more. Good bye.</span>"<br />
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Hi Friends! I don't know why but today I am in a dilemma. I am on a turn on the road where there are two paths leading ahead. My mind orders me two follow one of them and my heart asks me to follow the other. Without riddling anymore, I am going to tell you what happened today.<br />
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I woke a little earlier today and did shaving (I had read somewhere that girls prefer clean shaved men.... hehehe). I took a little bit of time in deciding what to wear and after looking myself a hundred times in the mirror (still not satisfied!! ), I reached the bus stop a little earlier. I got into the bus and finally the bus reached her stop. I confirmed my looks into the window glass pane. My heart was pounding. I looked towards the door. People were entering one by one. My heart beat was competing with the bus engine. She could enter any moment. But what the hell! The bus started without her entering! I looked for her outside the window. She was not there! In fact there was no more passenger on the stop. Damn it!<br />
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"Her vacations might have ended. No no, this can't happen. Probably she would be late today. Late! Not possible. Girls are very punctual. She might be not feeling well. The weather is changing frequently from hot to cold and vice-verse. But she seemed to be alright yesterday. May be she has some important work to do. What important work can she have in a vacation?<br />
Or may be she has left her job and she is not going to come in the bus any more. No no. That cannot happen. What rubbish am I thinking." All these chit-chat were going in between my heart and my mind .<br />
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I could not do any thing today in my office. Even my boss and the colleagues asked me if I was alright. I was getting an intense feeling that I would never get to see her again. I was watching clock, time and again, and was waiting eagerly for the office hours to end. Finally the clock ticked 6 and I came out with a little hope to see her again. I dragged myself any how to the bus stop and got into the bus.<br />
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Finally her stop (Nehru place) came. I did not wanted to look for her outside. I was sure she would not be there. But still, just when the bus started moving again, I looked for her. There was a great rush inside the bus. And since it was a cloudy evening, it was somewhat darker inside. I gave a quick searching look towards the rush and consoled myself that she was not there :-(.<br />
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Bus was moving slowly in the traffic and was just crossing the Savitri cinema flyover. I saw an another girl standing at a little distance from me but her face was not visible. But it was not she because this girl's hairs were untied whereas she use to keep ponytail. This girl brought her phone out of her purse and started typing perhaps some sms. Oh my God! In the dim moon light of the phone I saw the gleaming face of the girl. It was she only, today in a different hair style. Yes yes yes! It was she. She looked stunningly beautiful today. I looked again into the window pane :P .<br />
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Next stop was Pumposh colony. Usually many passengers get down here. Today also the same happened and the person sitting beside me got down there. She moved towards the empty seat and while moving, she noticed me and gave smile. But suddenly a men came from somewhere and before she could sit. #!%!#!# Doesnot these people have even this much of manner to give seat to a standing lady in the bus. Hey! wait a minute, this man has manners! He stood up giving her the seat. WOW! She was seating just beside me. Is this real?<br />
<img src="http://www.lookingatlife.org.uk/files/assets/a691.jpg" /><br />
"Hi!" she said.<br />
"Hello!" We met again today (I replied with a smile).<br />
"Ya".<br />
I was having goosebumps. kya bolu? How should I start? Every topic seemed to be silly to me. Oh God! 30 seconds passed without any talk. What a time waster I am.<br />
"So which department you are in?"(she asked.)<br />
"Computer Science". Thanks God! she started. Without any further delay I asked<br />
"And you?"<br />
"I am doing Economics honors."<br />
"Cool So what are your further plans? Job or higher studies?"(I could not think of anything better at that time. :-( )<br />
"I am not sure. Actually I have not decided yet."<br />
"Oh same with me"<br />
She smiled in reply. This time I got a close look of her face. What a beauty! She was looking awesome in untied hairs.<br />
"Which company you are working in?" I asked.<br />
She replied..........., aaaaaa, I don't remember the company name she told. I was just on cloud nine. We kept on talking till her stop came. Time seemed to be flying. How early we reached to her stop.<br />
"Ok I will leave.Bye."<br />
She climbed down. I too stepped out of the bus behind her. She saw me.<br />
"You go to Ber sarai na?"<br />
"Yes I do. But I found that the gate through Katwaria sarai is more nearer to my hostel." (I lied :-) )<br />
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I walked with her upto the turn from where she had to turn right and I had to take left. She went away. But I kept standing there looking at the two paths, the two paths that I mentioned at start, not getting any idea which one to follow.<br />
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I thought about my self. I had just two more days left for the internship. After that I would be not going through the bus. Perhaps after that I will never meet her. Then why am I being so serious about her. Nothing can be done in just two days.<br />
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Wait a minute. TWO DAYS. 48 HOURS. 2880 MINUTES. 172800 SECONDS. Its not that much small ma<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family: arial;"></span>n. Its enough. Be positive....<br /><br />Let's see what tomorrow brings for me..........<br /><br />To be Continued.............. <a href="http://perhapsicanwrite.blogspot.in/2010/07/i-dont-know-what-is-going-to-happen.html">Next Part</a><br /> </span></span></div>priyanshuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00852003266509921951noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4046434774001239950.post-76146832822697384792010-07-07T21:16:00.000+05:302012-07-11T09:25:42.961+05:30The girl in the bus (Part 2)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Today I again found her in my bus. She got in at two stops ahead of my stop. There were not many people in the bus. The seat besides me was empty. I put my bag there and thought that as she will come near my seat, I will take it away making room for her to sit. She entered from the front gate of the bus. She was in deep blue-green suit with light pink and cream coloured duppatta. She was looking awesome. As she came near she noticed me. Without a moment's delay I waved my hand and said<br />
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"Hi!"<br />
"hi" she replied.<br />
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I was ready to act as per my plan and took away my bag from the seat hoping she will sit there but....#!@!#.<br />
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The man sitting just in front of me stood up and thus she sat in the seat in front of mine. What should I do next? I was thinking how to start talk without let her know that I was eager (actually extremely eager :-) ) to talk to her. Thanks God! there was a traffic jam today, giving me extra time. I am sure I was the only one in the bus who was happy to find the traffic jam.<br />
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Bus was moving slowly and time was moving out even slower. All the tricks and dramas used by hindi movie hero swayed through my mind but none seem to be helping. At last her stop came and I was not able to say even a single word.<br />
oh! she stood and started moving towards the door :-( . Suddenly I saw that her hanky was lying on the floor. Perhaps she had kept it in her lap and it fell down when she stood up. I came in action and jumped out of my seat, grabbed the hanky and rushed towards the gate. She was just to step out when I cried,<br />
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"your hanky...."<br />
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She looked towards me, took the hanky from me, gave a smile and stepped out.<br />
I was not on earth.<br />
Thank you god, thank you, thank you, tank you............Whole day her face was hovering around me.<br />
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At evening while returning back, I was praying God that she comes again in the same bus. Since this was the only bus on this route, there was some chance of that.<br />
I waited restlessly till her stop. This time there was rush in the bus and I was sitting in one of the seats at back. Finally her stop came. I gazed out side and searched for her on the stop but she was not there :-( . Bus started slowly. My heart sank.<br />
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Suddenly the driver pushed the brakes. I looked out and to my surprise, she and a friend of her came running and entered the bus. She was standing in the front part part of the bus and there were many people in between us. But I still managed to get her glimpses. She was panting and and was tightening her hairs with a hair band. I am unable to recollect how the time elapsed and her stop came. She moved out. Bus started slowly.<br />
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Suddenly I decided to leave the bus here only. I grasped my bag and jumped out of the moving bus and looked around for her. There was rush outside. She was lost somewhere among the people and I could not find her.<br />
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Finally, I looked towards my bus. It was hardly visible now. I started walking towards my hostel hoping that I may find her again next day.....<br />
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To be continued......<br />
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I don't know when this bug of blogging entered into my system. I tried the best of the antiviruses like laziness against this horrible bug, but at last my system crashed and as a result this post is here.<br />
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In the first post only I don't want to bore you (I do not guarantee the same in future. :P) so let me tell you a story.<br />
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First time when I saw her was when she was late for her office. She was sitting on the seat in front of mine and was continuously glancing at her watch. She has just taken bath (that I guessed from her wet hairs).I tried to see her face but could only catch a glimpse of side view. Ohhhhhh myyyyyyy Godddddddd! She is so pretty. I have seen many girls but she was.... just awesome. She was in no makeup, wearing a white kurti and a "sania mirza nathuni" and seems to be coming directly from the heaven. Her fair colour had more glow than her tide washed white kurti. I completely lost my senses. I wanted to see her face again. I was just wondering how beautiful would be the front view of her face. "Ticket Please........"<br />
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"Where will you go?"<br />
"kalkaji"<br />
"15 rupees"<br />
But it is just 10 rupees. I travel daily,this was what I was going to speak out when I heard the sweetest of the sweet voices ......<br />
"bhaiya one ticket for Nehru place."<br />
I was gone.<br />
Its a lie that Lata ji has the sweetest voice, this was what came to my mind.<br />
I thought that I should not create a scene and should pay him 15 rupees without saying anything :-) (First step of making good impression :-) ).<br />
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"10 rupees madam"<br />
"kya bhaiya! its only 5 rupees, I travel daily..."<br />
"Nahi madam its 10 only.."<br />
"Aap jyada charge kar rahe ho.."<br />
"Haan haan aap jyada charge kar rahe ho (this one came from me), in the other buses they charge lesser than you (dekh ke mauka, mara chauka..hehehe :P )"<br />
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I saw towards her after saying this "impressive" dialogue to see her reaction.<br />
For the first time we both gave a glance to each other. Oh my god! superb, fantastic, outstanding, mind blowing, ra, rapat, rapchik, rapchundas, fantaas.................. all the words used by the judges of the reality shows poured into my mind. She was uniquely, amazingly, outstandingly, ................. blah ......blah ...............blah.........."beautiful"(spare me for my bad English) .<br />
I felt like sitting in a air conditioned Mercedes Benz.<br />
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She gave a ten rupee note to the conductor without saying anything more. Now It was my duty to follow her example ("ahimsa parmodharma").I gave out 15 rupees.<br />
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As the conducter went away I said "aajkal ye log badi manmani karne lage hain" just loud enough to be heard by her. She turned back at this and nodded. Without wasting a moment I asked "Aap daily isi bus se jati hain?"<br />
"no I use the one just before this one."<br />
"Ohh so today you are late."<br />
"yes"<br />
hastily, without giving her time to turn away"So you work in nehru place."<br />
"Yes"<br />
"But you seem to be a college student"<br />
"Actually I am. I am doing a part time job here in summer holidays."<br />
I asked "Which college you are in?"(this was the question I wanted her to ask me)<br />
"Lady Sree Ram"<br />
"Ohh I am in IIT" (I thought that its safer to answer before she ask just in case she does not asks)<br />
"oh Nice."<br />
"Thanks"<br />
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"Nehru place wale taiyar ho jaye" cried the conductor.<br />
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"Mera stop aa gaya.Bye"<br />
"okay. Bye!"<br />
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I kept watching her till she disappeared in the crowd. Then suddenly I recollected "Oh shit.... uska naam to puchha hi nahi? "<br />
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To Be Continued................ <br />
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